Santa from behind small hands

Its that time of year again as today we prepare for Ellis's birthday/Xmas party and being Ellis loves Xmas so much like the little excited 4 yr old he is he has invited Santa to his party today so excitement from all round at the thought of such a great party guest but whist the others will shout and cheer up will pop a little hands and from behind them the cutest eyes will shake and peep for little Tommy has issues with Santa , why we don't know i wish he could tell ,so many questions of what it could be is it his nystagmus making it hard to focus , is it yet again another sensory issue all these questions the answers still unknown - having a swan child we've learnt answers to questions do not come and coping with issues have just become a everyday thing so when all the other children are enjoying the party and chatting to Santa those little eyes will just peep if approached gently and slowly with help from Mummy those hands might come down but its something we will have to wait and see , i love Xmas so much but part of me feels so much pain for those little eyes behind those small hands no cheeky smile we will see when Santa comes to play today